Here We Go Again…
…new place and a new job interview scheduled for 9pm tonight. I’m feeling optimistic because I usually do well with interviews. I’m hoping that this job will work out for me and then I can save up some money so that I can get a car and eventually another place to live again. I love staying with H, as she is my best friend, but nothing can top the feeling of having your own home, even if it is a 1 bedroom apartment. At least it’s all yours. I don’t want to get ahead of myself, but at the same time I feel I need to put my pessimism aside and try to look on the brighter side of things. A lot easier said than done, believe me. Also looked into going to college, and it’s going to be more difficult than what I thought. I never took the SAT’s and that’s going to be a big set-back and my high school shut down shortly after I graduated, so transcripts are going to be a bitch to get, I think. There is a number on the letter I got to talk to an enrollment specialist, so maybe I should just start there and see what my options are. I like starting over, but sometimes it’s just a big pain in the ass to get everything going again and get focused on one or two goals and not have my head in the clouds wanting what I can’t have. Grrr…
