*sigh*
Soooo…sometimes I can’t help but feel like I am an outsider, no matter where I’m at. An outsider. A fifth wheel. The unwanted “hang-around”. The spare tire everyone just deals with. I don’t know what else to say but that. I just feel very uncomfortable. Especially with other people, because they’re not my friends, they are friends of friends. And that’s obvious with my myspace and facebook accounts. I get all kinds of updates from other people, and I see people talking to each other, but no one talks to me. It’s not like I’m the kind of person that wants everything to be about me, because I’m not. But once in a while it would be nice for someone to acknowledge the fact that I still do exist. Right now I just feel like…I don’t know. Life sucks sometimes…
daydreamwriter said,
June 22, 2010 at 8:24 pm
I’m glad you’re back. I left for awhile and just started writing on here again. I want to let you know that most people on FB have tons of “friends” but they don’t talk to most of them, so don’t feel bad about that. it’s like a wierd numbers game for most people.
However, I’m on FB and I only have friends I actually talk to. So if you were a friend on my FB account I’d talk to you.
disenchantedtoo said,
February 15, 2011 at 11:00 am
Hey girly. Give me your info for FB and I will certainly add you as a friend. I know that most people are only on there for “the numbers”. I totally get it. I guess, with as often as I feel unreal and what-not, it would just be nice once in a while to be acknowledged as a person.